"A moment that changed my life forever"
I was lost ... completely lost..
Anxiety level was sky high, I barely could sit still
And my heart was pounding so hard I wished I could stop it for just a moment
I did not know where I was going with my life nor how to stop the tornado in my head
Yet, from the out side I looked so calm ,I spoke so calmly and I smiled
At that moment, I told my self I had two choices , either to think and act or let the tornado carry me away
I remember my exacts location in the park, when I told him:
We are in this car together,
some times I will panic and you will have to drive, other time you will be paralyzed with fear and I will drive..
we will sing together, laugh, cry and fight
but no one is getting out of this car..
we ride together in life ….
I couldn’t believe I said that, I waited few minutes.. to comprehend it myself… it made so much sense…
I did not think about it … it just came out…
And It kept repeating it self in my mind after that
It is interesting how we say something and it resonates with us for a long time
The moment I understood what I said was the moment I felt in control of my tornado … It was not going to carry me away anymore..
Love made sense … partnership made sense .. and my whole life after that made sense..
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